What if today was the only day to show my potential, and I let it slip away. I don’t usually allow things to bother me. I’m pretty good at taking criticism, most of the time. But for some reason I just couldn’t help my heart from hurting just a little bit. I just feel like I have to be amazing, maybe it’s because I have some weird being small unconscious desire to be something big. I’m not really sure. I don’t want to famous, or I don’t feel like I want to be, I like being under the radar. However, I wouldn’t mind if when someone heard my name maybe just someone knew me for my quality and execution. I feel dumb for saying this and feeling like this. I’m just being silly, I’m getting back to my work. I’m done rambling about things that shouldn’t matter. I am confident in myself, that’s probably all that really matters.